So... this originally was about my decision to end my commitment to serve my husband as Master... it was longer... explanatory... basically it had all run down until nothing felt real anymore.
Now even that is gone now...
Oops.
Now even that is gone now...
Oops.
If I didn't know how much the dynamic meant to you, that last line would have been quite funny. I'm sorry he's reverted to crabby old bastard.
ReplyDeletei don't know what to say. i'm glad that you are writing. i would imagine you need some kind of cathardic release. i'm sorry that you are going through this. Sending hope for healing.
ReplyDeletejade
'm so sorry... but it sounds like you're living honest and clear about what is.
ReplyDeletesending love,
aisha