Chapter 3: The Honeymoon
Monica
woke in a happy and energetic mood.
David was already up and in the shower and she debated sneaking in and
peeking at him. She found herself
curious to look at his body, wondering what he looked like. She thought back to last night and smiled
happily at the memory of the soft rush of sensation that his kiss had caused in
her body. Impulsively she reached down
and gave her vagina a little approving pat.
For the first time since she had been hurt she did not feel somehow
angry at and afraid of this part of her anatomy. For so many months after the rapist had taken
that knife and cut at her she had been in so much pain and horror that it
seemed like her injured parts had just acted to remind her of her of her
trauma.
Then
later, even when the pain was finally gone, she had somehow blamed herself for
putting herself at risk. She had gone to
that hotel room to meet someone she did not know. She would have willingly had sex with him,
but that was not what had happened.
Intellectually she knew she did not deserve what had happened but
somehow she could not help but feel if she had not wanted that sex, than this
all wouldn’t have happened. She had
been so guilty and ashamed that she rejected the whole idea of being sexual
ever again. She wondered if that is one
of the things that made David so easy to love.
He was so safe, so strong and masculine but completely off limits sexually. He was the FBI agent who had been in charge
of her case, the one who had pursued the man who had hurt her and in the end,
shot and killed him.
David
was dressed when he came out and Monica jumped up and gave him a hug. “Good Morning!”
He
laughed to see her sparkling smile, “Now that is the happy girl I like to see.”
“I
told you I was just tired.” She grinned
impishly, “I almost came and got into that shower with you.”
David
stopped and looked at her, his eyes shifting a little nervously, “You could
have if you wanted.”
Monica’s
eyes glinted, “Someday I will.”
First
thing Monica called her gynecologists office and left a message that she wanted
to start a prescription for birth control pills. His receptionist said the doctor was on
rounds at the hospital and that she would have him return Monica’s call. On impulse she called Junie and told her that
they had gotten married and asked her to tell Bob and Donna thank you one more
time for all their kindness.
After
breakfast, David pulled into a big store parking lot, and asked, “Do you want
me to come with you?”
Monica
looked over at him, “Um… yes, most of the time but there might be a little
while when I would want to… um… buy some girl things.”
“Sure,
we can split up for a while.”
Monica
found her hand naturally slipping into his as they walked through the parking
lot. “I just need to get some underwear;
those were something Junie didn’t sew for me.
And I would like another nightgown.”
Then she paused, “I also need some… um… female hygiene products.”
“And
that will be where we part ways.” David
looked at her, “Do you need anything else?
Shoes or a coat?”
Monica
shrugged, “I only have these shoes and I don’t have a coat with me.”
“If
we are going to be walking on the beach we should get some of those. Pretty Girl, please don’t get all worried
about this, I want you to get what you need so you will be comfortable and feel
pretty.”
Monica
took a deep breath and smiled, “Okay, we can get those too.”
David
grinned and commented, “When we get to Louisiana, I am going to take you out
and get you some cowboy boots, and a belt with a big buckle.”
“If
that is the customary clothing of the people of your land, your new queen must
bow to tradition.” Monica squealed with
laughter when his fingers dug into her side.
She
tried to tickle him back but he just stood there with an eyebrow arched. He drawled, “Sorry, Pretty Girl, not ticklish
there.”
“Okay
then, where are you ticklish?”
David
chuckled, “I am not talking.”
“I
will find out eventually.”
“I
suspect I will enjoy your searching.”
Monica
ran her fingers up and attacked his armpits, but he stood there grinning and
shaking his head. She stepped back and
ran her eyes up and down his body. David
held up his hand and shook it warningly.
“Not in the parking lot, young lady.
You will have to take me home to have your way with me.”
Monica
giggled, whirled around and skipped toward the store. She called gaily over her shoulder, “Come on,
we have to go spend your money.”
He
grinned and shook his head, “Our money, Pretty Girl,” and strode along behind
her.
Monica
had a pair of good walking shoes, a soft hooded parka, and some warm socks in
her cart and was heading into the lingerie department when David looked around
at the bewildering display of racks of bras and panties and put on the
brakes. “You are on your own in here,
Pretty Girl. I will meet you up front.”
Monica
grabbed the front of his shirt and stood on her tiptoes and kissed him lightly
on the lips, “Okay, see you soon.” She
quickly picked out a package of cotton bikini underwear and then began to look
through the racks of night gowns. She
had picked out a cotton, neck to ankles little girl thing when a pretty
lavender slippery nylon number caught her eye.
Shyly she picked it up and smiled, it was daringly low cut with
spaghetti straps and lots of lace. There
was a tiny matching thong that came with it.
On impulse she put the cotton one back and dropped the sexy lavender peignoir
in the cart.
Monica’s
cell phone rang and when she answered, it was her gynecologist. “So, Miss Bond, what is this I hear about you
wanting a birth control prescription?”
She
had a pretty good relationship with her doctor and she could hear his bantering
tone. “That is Mrs. Durant to you.”
Her
doctor’s voice turned surprised and then neutral, “Mrs. David Durant?”
Monica
gave her phone a hard stare, and then responded, “Of course!”
She
could almost hear the doctor thinking and trying to find something appropriate
to say that would be both professional and yet communicate his surprise and
perhaps reservations. He cleared his
throat and then volunteered, “Well I have to confess, that totally came as a
surprise. I guess I should say
congratulations. So I gather you two are
already married?”
“Yes,
yesterday.”
“So
how did it go?”
“The
ceremony? It was small, only a couple of
close friends. Nothing fancy.”
“I
guess I deserve that. As your surgeon I
do have a professional interest. Have
you had intercourse, and if so, how did that go?”
“No,
not yet. We are taking our time and
going slow with that. I am
understandably a little nervous and David has been completely
understanding. And I need to do
something about birth control first, anyway.”
“Yes,
of course. I will call in a prescription
to… where are you?”
Monica
laughed, “Just call it into Walmart. I
am shopping at one right now.”
“Monica,
I am sorry if I sounded a little taken aback.
It just was unexpected. Going
slow with the sex is a good idea. Get
some lubricant, and if you have any severe or persistent pain or bleeding call
me right away.”
“I
know. It kind of came as a surprise to
me as well. But I really love him and
that is what is important.”
“Monica,
if there was ever a girl that deserved some love it is you. We all really got to like you a lot
here. We will miss you. I heard that Card was killed up in Washington. I am glad you are moving on and finding some
happiness.”
“I
will keep in touch and let you know how your work is holding up.”
“You
will be fine.”
“Thank
you for all your help. I know I wasn’t
always the best patient.”
“Never
once did I think you were anything other than a miracle. The fact you fought with me was a good sign,
it showed you were not going to let this destroy you. Not many women could have gone through what
you did and come out the other side as strong as you have.”
“You
know up until a now I wouldn’t have known what you mean about me being strong,
but I think I am starting to get it. But
I have to go. David is waiting for
me. If you call that scrip in right
away, I will be able to pick it up while I am here. Put the pills in my maiden name.”
“I
will get right on it.”
Monica
slipped her cell phone back into her purse and headed over to the pharmacy
department. She put a package of
sanitary napkins and a tube of lubricant in the basket as she went
through. As she waited in line she
looked at the rack of condoms and thoughtfully chewed on her lip. On impulse she slipped a package into the
basket under the feminine hygiene products, hiding them next to the lubricant. She could feel her face heat up and she
looked around nervously.
She
stood on her tip toes and looked around hoping to see David and waved her hand
wildly when she saw him looking toward her.
Her heart jumped when she saw him grin and walk her direction. When he came up she stood on her tip toes and
whispered, “My doctor called me back. I
can pick up the birth control pills here today.”
He
looked surprised, “That was fast.”
“Almost
as fast as you can arrange a wedding.”
She drawled, “Not that we are rushing anything.”
David
shot her a look and raised his hands up, “Guilty, you have caught me red
handed. I am a rusher and I throw myself
onto the mercy of the court.”
Monica
shook a finger at him, “Rushers will be prosecuted to full extent of the law.”
David
stood with her as the check out lady rang up all her purchases. Monica felt her face flush with embarrassment
again as the lady put the lacy night gown, lubricant and condoms in the
bag. She jumped and tried to hide her
red face when David leaned down and whispered softly, “Now who is rushing
things?”
Monica
gulped and shrugged, looking up at him through her lashes, and then giggled,
“Um… I kind of hoped you might not notice?”
“Don’t
think you can sneak anything by me, Pretty Girl. I am a trained observer.”
As
they walked out to the Cadillac, Monica put on an exaggerated pout, “Not fair,
you can tell when I am lying and now I can’t even sneak around.”
“Honesty
is the best policy.” David put her
purchases in the car and then always the gentleman opened her door for her.
Monica
started to get into the car but then froze and stood back up and looked up into
his face. Abruptly aware of what she was
really up against, she exclaimed, “But then, how can I surprise you with
anything?”
Her
new husband roared with laughter and pulled her to him in a bear hug, “Do not
worry, Pretty Girl, you surprise me all the time.”
Monica
felt herself melting up against him, soft and boneless, letting her body drink
up the sensation of warmth and closeness.
She rubbed her face against his chest and inhaled his scent. She could feel tips of her small breasts
harden and tingle, and she gave a slow deliberate grind against his hard
body. To her delight she felt his arms
tighten and pull her tighter against him.
She tipped her head up and smiled a soft happy smile. She whispered softly, “This is so cool.”
His
voice was a soft murmur, “What is cool?”
“This,
always before when I would touch you, you would pull away. Now you push back. And… and…”
She swallowed and blushed, “… and I can feel myself getting… um… turned
on. I had not felt that since before I
woke up in the hospital. I was a little afraid
I might not be able to.”
David
gave her another squeeze, “Well, Pretty Girl, you always turned me on. That was why I would pull away. You were scaring the hell out of me, always
touching me, leaning against me, putting your arm around my waist. It made it really hard to keep my resolve
that you were not for me. I would be all
sane and in control and then you would be up against me and you would feel so
good, smell so good. All that steely willpower
would start to melt away.”
Monica
sighed and then whispered, “You say the sweetest things.”
He
looked around the parking lot and then up at the sky, “It’s the romantic
surroundings. I am always inspired by
parking lots. But it looks like rain, so
let’s get this show on the road. As much
as I love this place, I had hoped to find a nice romantic little hotel where we
can look out over the ocean.” He gave her
a soft kiss on the forehead, gently unwrapped her arms, and pushed her into the
car. Monica felt a little pang of
frustration as she felt his body move away from hers.
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