Porn?

So what is it about me and porn?  At first glance, my first impression is critical, it is so superficial... so patently fake... politically I begin to wonder if the actors are adequately compensated, well treated, safe???  And I think I feel a certain amount of ethical guilt, like I am participating in some system that can and does exploit the participants... both male and female. 

But I must confess to taking a second look and a third and, well, you get it... I look.  I look because it works for me... works better than foreplay.  If I watch 10-15 mins of the right porn before Master and I get down to it, orgasm is easy and sometimes even multiple... and without it... not so easy... and never multiple. 

Reading or writing erotica can light the flame... but the right video can set the woods on fire. 

What is the right video?  Like I tell Master over and over... (because he insists on control and he chooses the porn)... bondage... implied nonconsent or power imbalance...  and anal sex, lots of anal sex... and interestingly... the sound must be on.  Oddly... when Master looks at porn he never turns on the sound.  Another demonstration of the male human being a visual organism.  And for me... at least half of it is sound. 

So even with the misgivings... with proper supervision I am allowed, even compelled to watch porn.